Wednesday, January 11, 2006
i tink u m realising something bout myself, i m getting more and more like the person i dun wanna to be or more and more like the person i used to noe tht took a one way ticket out of my life when i got to noe Jesus..thts wad got me so bothered today....
i need to remind myself wad was it all about when i decided to come to PJC
1) to shine for the Lord in results and cca
2) to make lots of frens and also take them along with me on the path of salvation
3) not to get into some time wasting, money spending and eventually heart breaking bgr
i m getting rather irritating, yes, theres a line between funni and irritating. i m not being tht person i was in secondary school, honestly, if i could go back to barker and be my old self. i dun mind. i hate it when my frens change for the worse and i DUN WANNA BECOME LIDDAT. where was tht nic tan hu knew right and wrong and could draw the line between high and too high, who could be lame crappy, yet nice at the same time?? if ur stuck in some corner of my room, come back, holy spirit come back.
yes! thts it, i need God, without u Father, i m like nothing la. my prayer life is like dipping, my QT time is like falling, my spiritual life is like dwindling. i have decided. devil get out of my life. carnal flesh get behind the wheel. holy spirit takes over. the slide stops now!
new resolutions tht i never realli made cept for tht nonsense one i wrote earlier
1) studys...do realli realli well, top 10 percent perhaps
2) get into student council
3) go to the next level in my walk with God
4) commitment towards my church ministry
5) increase my bank account by savings by 25 percent of current amount
6) find time to return and help scouts
the word of God in Psalm 37:5 tells us to 'Commit your way to the LORD,Trust also in Him, And He shall bring it to pass.' I m sorry Lord, tht i have been making everything all bout me and not bout You, i noe You have a purpose for me. i have been such a bodoh. Through the narrow way i go again....
|cowpoo| 6:21 PM|
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